17.04.2009

17 April 2009
1800PM


Dear Diary,

2 hari menjelang birthday aku…
X sangka…. Daya tahan tubuh ku jatuh mendadak,
X semena juga aku sakit…
Tanpa membesarkan perkara yang kecil ni…
Sakit aku tanggung sendiri…

Aku x tahu kenapa…
Sakit kepala, sakit badan and every thing sakit..
Hmm….da tua agak nyer….

Umur baru nak meningkat satu lagi anak tangga..badan dah mulai lemah…

Storing about my birthday…
Nothing special on it..
Or no one ever make it special..
I really hate when my birthday come..
Like every year ago…
I always get the bad luck when my birthday coming..
I quite understand and it’s become a normal thing’s to me,

As a woman,
I really want to be loved,
To be cared,
To be understand,
And also to be appreciating by some one who does.
.
With a headache in my head like a nuclear boom, that would be blow any second
No matter I’m ready to die or not..
Writing the stupid word like an idiots..
What else can I do..?

So bored,
So tired,
So sad,
So lonely,
So scare,
So quite,
And So on…
Nothing left for me unless these feeling without u on my side…
Love My Dear…